I've been away from the computer for a few days due the the massive suck level of my health. To be honest, I don't really feel up to being on this thing now. But, ya gotta do what ya gotta do. Right? To be even more honest, I'm playing hell finding a topic that won't drive people away. No one is interested in a long, whiny, cry baby sob saga about how stressful my last few days have been. Downer much? When I woke up in a clammy sweat this morning and realized that I could think straight, I was almost happy. I thought "Cool. My ads have gone live, my fever is broken, I can think in straight lines and nearly see. Cool. I might, just might, be able to write today." I'm an idiot.As it turns out, life wasn't done with this latest round of stress dump. So, I get the phone call that successfully starts another day of downhill slide that I can do NOTHING about, and think "Dammit." Yeah, that's the PC version of what I actually thought. It was more like a long string of vulgarities with no break in between. Ok, ok, screw it. I'm still gonna write. I need the distraction. But, what to write about? *insert cricket chirp here* Let the net search begin. That's about as helpful as a lit match on a hemorrhoid. It could be helpful, if I were a rich, world traveling, videographer/photographer doing a story on Panda sexual abuse in the Arctic.
The search for a decent topic hasn't really come to anything yet. I'm currently getting cussed by my down's syndrome brother-in-law for....I don't know what for. I just know he's mad. Welcome to the club, kiddo. It's a bit distracting , though. Even from the fruitless search.
Ok, when I find my broken funny bone, get up the oomph to actually put my brain cells to work, and beat my stress into submission, you'll be the first to know. This was a long way of saying that I'm not forgetting my blog. Pointless, yes?
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